"SUPER"

Some call me the super bitch but thats okay

Some call me super quiet but thats okay

Some tell me that I'm super strong and I lower my head

Some call me super cold but i just cry

Sometimes I would try to think of who I really am.

Am i weak or am I strong ?

Am I strong or am i cold ?

The truth is I dont even know my own self.

Sometimes I would cry until my eyes would be swollen

and then the next morning look like Im chinese.

Funny isnt it?

Sometimes I would always try to fake a smile.

To  make people think that im okay.

But its all together paradoxial...

Because this question would still be nagging inside my head.

"Am I fooling them or am I fooling myself?"

Who am I?

 

Is entirely what my freaking head tells me.

Just super...

 

 

yung poem na nasa taas gawa ko po yan...medyo depressed lang kasi me the following days...kasi may nakalimutan me na gawin...nakupo galit na sa akin yung lalaking yun, sorry Jordy naku paga nalaman ni Grace ito pagsasabihan na naman ako, kaya ngayon eto ako...super guilty ..mabuti yung birthday ng pinsang kong si leo naalala ko pa hindi ako patatawarin nun pag naklimutan ko.

Okay i just got my section for my second sem....its 2y2-9. Magkasama kami ni melai, cherry and ria & joan. Anyway pumunta kasi sa haws si melai at bingigay to me ang new reg. card ko..

tingin ko matagalan pa bago me uli maka-blog...dahil im trying to live as simple as possible ..dahil na rin sa sinabi sa libro na sinasabi kong babasahin ko for 40 days and dahil na rin sa sinabi ni albert einstein(basta may qoute sya about work something, that  out of disharmony  ata yun) .... anyway hello pansin nyo hindi ko sinabi title ng buk, hindi ko kasi maalala title...

Pumunta sa amin si grace a couple of days back,,binayaran ko yung cute heart bracelet na binibenta nya from avon..may ginawa pang mga sulat binigyan me na-inspire ata sa arts and craft buk na nabasa namin. tingin ko pati yung envelope ginwa nya rin.

   Saya ko ngayon kasi yung 15th issue ng culture crash ay lumabas na rin..as in ilang buwan din silang wala ano..at least tipid me...100 sya...hindi ko pa binili mamaya punta me ng sm.

  Grabe sobrang depressed na ko sa loob ng bahay napapaiyak na ko sa sobrang boredom..at least nakakalabas din me ng haws pag hindi me tinatamad...tulog nga me ng tulog eh...madalas 12 na me nagigising..kainis dapat ko nang sanayin ang sarili ko na gumising ng maaga dahil maaga ung sked ko for next sem.

  I had a cold na sobra dahil pag gabi ang sakit pag umuubo me...mabuti medyo nawawala na...