Ano nga ba bago sa akin...first of all my bangs na ako new hairdo na me, sabi naman nila bagay naman daw sa akin ngamukha daw akong mas bata....second of all masaya talaga ako ngayon dahil sa may pasok na...hehehe.
   Mahirap ang subject na Biochem....sa totoo lang iyon lang naman ang subject na talagang problema ko...tyhe others wala lang...Kasi naman po gusto kong maging scholar next sem....nakakainis kasi ang Computer na yan. Naging 2.0 kasi ang garde ko kaya ang nagyari hindi me nag-scholar ngayon.Kainis.

  Naming organic compounds, 'yan ang magiging quiz namin mamaya sa Biochem. Ang hirap dapat ko pang kabisaduhin ang lahat ng types ng organic compounds like ether, alcohol etc..I just discovered about two days ago tha i have a cousin in a class of mine shes an irregular student in my biochem and pe 4 class...Francisco ang apelyido nya na last name din ng kaibigan ko na si Joyce Ann Francisco merong middle name na Agapito sya na katulad din ng middle name ni Melai also a friend of mine, nagtatawagan nga silang mag-pinsan.Pero hindi pa nila confirmed...Sheesh! Maybe in an odd twist of fate ay mag-pinsan kaming lahat ! Oh my God! What is the wrld coming to...Are we reallly all relatives?
So if thats true....Hello Pinsan!
  check out the blog below way cool!!! Having so many problems with my blog....again anyways! Ganbarimassu! Minna-san!

     I am waiting for something....as always habang naghihintay ka para bang lalong bumabagal ang mga minuto bago mo makamit ang bagay na hinihintay mo.Haaay. That is what i am feeling right now. I am waiting for the time when school starts. Mega-ober-the-bakod bored na ko sa loob ng bahay at sa pagbabantay sa tindahan...
    Hindi nyo ba napapansin yun para bang lahat tayo palagi na lang may hinihintay.Maybe your waiting for your favorite show on tv,o kaya naman na maluto na yung paborito mong sinigang,or hinihintay mo yung the one true love ng buhay mo.
   Siguro nga life is just a game of waiting game...kapag may patience ka para hintayin yung bagay na gusto mo makukuha mo rin yun.
  Pero minsan kahit anong long ng waiting time na ginugol mo para sa isang bagay ay hindi talaga para sa iyo yun. Katulad ng time ng ginugol ng manliligaw ko dati. Eherm... Gaano nga ba katagal?
Lets' see.Isang  school year at dalawang bakasyon...yun po yung tagal ng panahon ng ginugol nya sa akin...Ang tyaga po ano mga kababayan. Pero seriously never ko syang nakausap ng masinsinan. Talaga lang hindi ko sya gusto. Pero ako si tanga. Nagpaasa. Pwede nyo ring sabihing ayoko lang makasakit ng damdamin. Problemang malaki talaga yan ng mga girls na nililigawan-kung paano mo sasabihin sa nanliligaw sa yo na ayaw mo sa kanya.
   Wait a minute why did I digress from the subject?
   So I am still waiting dumating na po sana ang nov.16(Tuesday). I want to talk to people my age for a change. dahil puro matanda ang mga tao sa amin at bata.
    This is me deiz signing-off from another of my makabag-damdaming entries.
Chiao!
  Remember not to live in regrets they only weight you down!
 

   Yesterday was great. I dont know why but I felt wonderful. I went to SM Marilao to buy some things in Watson's. I was thinking of purchasing some VCDs but I remembered that I was waning away from a subservient-type doormat lifestyle so i decided to buy something in my "needs department." More specifically school supplies for the upcoming 2nd sem of my 2nd year in college.
 I proceeded inside National Bookstore to buy some notebooks. But lo and behold something  happened to me....I was again taken by my "Impulsive Personality".
  It took about 9 years and yesterday was the day I succumbed. I have seen it so many times already. I never realized the treasure it beheld within its bossom.
   I immediately turned to the back of the book bec. first I had to see the most important aspect of all. The price.
  "P195.00" I can buy it.
   It was the book "Twisted" by Jessica Zafra. So I tried to dig down into my memory bank of the info i know of the author. Let me see-long hair,glasses,not into conformity fashion. I remembered that she also was one of the host of the now defunct show "Points of View" in Studio 23.
   Anyway the book had no plastic covering. I took it as a sign.The page where I turned into accidentally was 83, entitled Label Suits , it details the labels which we give to boyfriends. coincidentally I have no boyfriend right now and seeing her shuddering response towards the subject of boyfirnds, I read on. What I got after reading the article was the urge to buy the book. I dumped the gigantic notebook that I was going to buy, proceeded to the counter and gave the bedrangled book to the cashier. It's a good thing she did'nt give me a questioning look on why I bought a book that looks like it has been hurtled 100 times out of a canon, or I would have given her one of my patented devilish stares©.
  

    "SUPER"

Some call me the super bitch but thats okay

Some call me super quiet but thats okay

Some tell me that I'm super strong and I lower my head

Some call me super cold but i just cry

Sometimes I would try to think of who I really am.

Am i weak or am I strong ?

Am I strong or am i cold ?

The truth is I dont even know my own self.

Sometimes I would cry until my eyes would be swollen

and then the next morning look like Im chinese.

Funny isnt it?

Sometimes I would always try to fake a smile.

To  make people think that im okay.

But its all together paradoxial...

Because this question would still be nagging inside my head.

"Am I fooling them or am I fooling myself?"

Who am I?

 

Is entirely what my freaking head tells me.

Just super...

 

 

yung poem na nasa taas gawa ko po yan...medyo depressed lang kasi me the following days...kasi may nakalimutan me na gawin...nakupo galit na sa akin yung lalaking yun, sorry Jordy naku paga nalaman ni Grace ito pagsasabihan na naman ako, kaya ngayon eto ako...super guilty ..mabuti yung birthday ng pinsang kong si leo naalala ko pa hindi ako patatawarin nun pag naklimutan ko.

Okay i just got my section for my second sem....its 2y2-9. Magkasama kami ni melai, cherry and ria & joan. Anyway pumunta kasi sa haws si melai at bingigay to me ang new reg. card ko..

tingin ko matagalan pa bago me uli maka-blog...dahil im trying to live as simple as possible ..dahil na rin sa sinabi sa libro na sinasabi kong babasahin ko for 40 days and dahil na rin sa sinabi ni albert einstein(basta may qoute sya about work something, that  out of disharmony  ata yun) .... anyway hello pansin nyo hindi ko sinabi title ng buk, hindi ko kasi maalala title...

Pumunta sa amin si grace a couple of days back,,binayaran ko yung cute heart bracelet na binibenta nya from avon..may ginawa pang mga sulat binigyan me na-inspire ata sa arts and craft buk na nabasa namin. tingin ko pati yung envelope ginwa nya rin.

   Saya ko ngayon kasi yung 15th issue ng culture crash ay lumabas na rin..as in ilang buwan din silang wala ano..at least tipid me...100 sya...hindi ko pa binili mamaya punta me ng sm.

  Grabe sobrang depressed na ko sa loob ng bahay napapaiyak na ko sa sobrang boredom..at least nakakalabas din me ng haws pag hindi me tinatamad...tulog nga me ng tulog eh...madalas 12 na me nagigising..kainis dapat ko nang sanayin ang sarili ko na gumising ng maaga dahil maaga ung sked ko for next sem.

  I had a cold na sobra dahil pag gabi ang sakit pag umuubo me...mabuti medyo nawawala na...

Oh my God! At exactly 10:45 pm here was an earthquake that occured yesterday. I was in my room watching tv while lounging on my bed when suddenly the bed started to shake, the door and the electric fan was swaying. i got out of my room immediately and went straight to my parents' bedroom. I woke them up and the eartquake was still going on.It lasted for about a minute. Its a good thing that it wasnt that high of an intensity only about 5 on the Richter Scale.

Another earlier earthquake also happened on Sept. 16 the news said that its a tectonic one and that both of them happened because the Philippine Trench is receding or something.

I only slept wheni it was already about 4 in the morning...because i was kinda fearing that there might be an aftershock..PHILVOCS said that thre might be.
I remembered the movie aftershock where Jennifer Garner had the leading role. she lost her dad there. I dont want to lose my parents. i know that we might have our ups and downs but i still love them. (Even if i dont say it...i ws just didnt get used to it...if i ever had a daughter i would like her not to be afraid to say that she loves me.)

I really really hate earthquakes! If i were to experience a full-blown earthquake I would totally panic. I kinda remembered the very first earthquake that i ever experienced.I was really young and me and my mom were visiting a neighbor in meycauyan bulacan. we were outside the house and I remembered that I washolding my Moms hard. I think I was really scared then.
Im such a scaredycat. I so phobic of many things. Most often i hate insects and small creatures like rats and guines pigs...Paris Hilton likes rats I have no idea why...but i think that theyre really gross. yuck!

In recognition of THE LATE SHOW WITH DAVID LETTERMAN (which i totally miss even if i havent watched it for some time now because Channel E! in the Phillipines got cancelled).

I present to all of you my:
Top Ten Things I Hate to Hear:
10.Wala kang baon ngayon anak (Nightmare!!)
9. Ang pangit ng Drawing mo. (Pasensya)
8. Miss pumila pa kayo. ( I hate waiting in lines)
7.Nasan ang ID mo miss? (ano ba yan halukay pa me sa bag)
6. Seksi!!( Kapag sinsbi ng pangit na tambay na napakasarap bigwasan)
5.One minute na lang. (PC rental time=Myy Precciouss!)
4.Next Year na lang nmin kayo ibibili ng PC.(Highly needed pa naman..)
3. Patapos na yung fave show mo. ( ...buffy...sabrina...friends...just shoot me..)
2. May sira itong diskette mo.(May Project!)
1.Bagsak ka!(Noooo!!!)

    "Why is it that the person who makes us cry is also the person who can stop us from crying?"

   I dont know whats happening with my friend Melai she isn talking to me right now, well if i ask her whats going on she says that she has no problem. She doesnt talk to me like she used to mst often i see her talking to other people. i am wondering if she is getting bored wih me. I never liked conflicts with other people and im not great with handling conflicts. i dont know whats going on.
   I want things to be as they were before.

   I dont know what to do no more.
  

im here at a comp shop trying to finish a statistics project kailangan kasi ipasa ngayon. Cramming.hehehe. Ganda ng mga nangyari kagabi as in grabe. Tell more about it if i have more time.
  Okay im gonne tell it nah!
Nang nag-seminar kami kapag nandon me sa harap pinapakanta me ng "BURN" kasi poh kasama sa topic ng seminar namin ang Burns anyway okay naman sya hindi kami tinusta ni sir katulad ng ginawa nya sa ibang grupo.
Pagkatapos ng seminar kinanta ko ung "Pieces of Me" ni Ashlee Simpson. Okay naman ng reaction ng buong classroom. Nagustuhan nga nila eh. Sinbi p sakin ni sir na maganda daw ang voice ko..may after party daw punta daw me "Upper DecK" (un ata ung name nung resto na nasa Valenzuela rin). Anyway he gave us a very nice lecture that we should do everything we can when it comes t0 schoolwork and that we can achieve everything we set our mind to do, and that we should never give up and always try and try.
    Nakakaiyak sya talga buong klase namin ang gulo ng time na iyon they wanted sir to sing the song "Because of You"(sir Baron once said ithat it was his themesong).

okay dahil sa kadahilang wala na akong maisip na title..at dahil sa habang ginagawa ko ito hinihintay ko na matapos na lutuin ng tindera ang pinagawa kong shawarma sa kanya.
 May seminar kami about first aid ngayon sa  healthcare ako yung isa sa master of ceremonies naks!
kabado nga me alam you naman si sir grabe kung magtanong sina tata nga grilled dahil sa Aromatheraphy.
Sana nga matapos na to. Ilang araw na lang ang klase tapos sem break nah. Whole new classmate..Adapt uli dapat.
Ngayon im trying out the book. "Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren". 40 days sya dapat gawin sa ngayon hindi ko pa nababasa ang para sa day na to pero mamayang gabi sure me n bsahin ko.

"Whatever happens on this day i hope that i will not be traumatized."

Ngayon naririnig ko ang kantang ito habang nagtatype me. Ganda noH!

Your Love by Alamid

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verse: you're the one that never lets me sleep to my mind, down to my soul you touch my lips you're the one that i can't wait to see with you here by my side i'm in ecstasy pre-chorus: i am all alone without you my days are dark without a glimpse of you but now that you came into my life i feel complete the flowers bloom, my morning shines and i can see chorus: your love is like the sun that lights up my whole world i feel the warmth inside your love is like the river that flows down through my veins i feel the chill inside verse: every time i hear our music play reminds me of the things that we've been through in my mind i can't believe it's true but in my heart the reality is you repeat pre-chorus and chorus